A song question?

Since you don't like change, you're SCREWED! Seriously, try Baroque music for a change. TAKE OFF the headset! Don't follow your "friends" so much; become your own self, which, in and of itself, is a life's journey. One never really "arrives", believe it or not. Look into meditation, the quiet time we all need and most try for the older we get. You sound immature and are reaching/looking in the wrong places for YOUR meaning. I really don't know what to tell you, being 17 and voicing the things you do. It pained me to read your blurb. Meaning comes from within, not without.